impending doom n' shit

I was going to write a bit tonight (in a book) and I kept putting it off because I knew it was going to be one of those types of passages.  I played the avoid game until ...well, I'm still playing it.  I know I need to get down what I was going to write, I just don't have the energy to go headlong into it tonight.  I want to sleep without nightmares and wake up without finding myself a cold, sweaty mess.  Doubtful that will happen tonight, as I think part of it is what I need to put down in that damn book, but a girl can hope.